today was the best birthday i've ever had! thank you all for letting this year's b'day be so memorable.
our clique.. Yundan, Shuhui, Huiyun, Lorrene, Li Ting, Shihlei.. you girls made me the happiest! the b'day cake was.. really made me speechless.. i got a shock when i saw 'happy birthday Grace' on the cake!!! omg.. really.. i'm so sorry i teared, cos it's been a damn long time since i had a cake or a celebration.. and it may sound really stupid but i kinda forgot the procedures of cutting a cake..
i was really lost in my mind and lost for words. i was really stunned at that moment..
now this sounds stupid also.. but everything that happened today sounded too good to be true.. like i finally got a cake since ages! thanks for taking the trouble to get the cake.. though we dunno each other for very long.. but i'm damn touched at what you girls did for me..
Junjie, Churong, Heshun, Yongjian. also, thanks for celebrating this b'day with me too! :D eh heshun don't act one cam-shy la. just asking you to take pic, it's like asking for your life. LOLZ.
and also.. Genevie, Joanna, Valerie, Terrill, Keith, Ben, Yanzhi, James!!! i'm also really very very very surprised that you guys got me something!! i never expected this at all! it was nice of y'all to go during break to get me this baby piglet (it's damn cute btw. i love the bowtie!!!) and the card.. very cute too ^_^
thanks Shawn and Matt for the thought of buying me a cake and present. :) and your countless b'day wishes, Shawn. LOL.
Pris T, though you overspent your $, but you still bothered to treat me to half a dinner! hehehe! appreciate your thought! :) enjoyed our dinner at take this evening just now. :) hahaha :)
Sebastian, Yixiu, Dione, Mil, Ash, Yiling, Gladys, Shanice, Joel, Darren, Huiqin, Alan, Ryan! thanks for your wishes! :D
Kelly, thanks for the wish! i'm frigging excited about this sat! HP&THBP!!! and my handmade present by you. WOOTS.
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though i was feeling a lil emo.. thinking that no one bothered, no one cared.. but it turns out to be different today. there are such people around. even those that are silent. also, i realised i don't need certain people in my life anymore.. it doesn't make any difference if they're still there or not. even if they are there, they are, for some reason. but the reason's not me. :)
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Yundan told me something today. i realised she's one person i can confide into. she made me feel 'loved'. and the same goes for the 5 girls.. though i always appear strong, i don't think i am on the inside. :/ close friends should know me.. ><" and this isn't very good.. it's time to let go. move on. and to stop looking back into the past. only this way will you look at things differently, and you would start looking around. to see if there are better things coming your way. ALL IN ALL, thanks for everything, friends!
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15 July 2009
Pris G, i love you so much!!! thanks for the dinner at Astons, the french manicure and your 2 tees! (going out with you is just too sinful LOL) thanks for everything all this while. though we had minor quarrels before, we stil stayed tgt till now right?
rmb what i told you over dinner? i know you're upset and hurt inside.. just that you din't show much. but i'm happy that you're strong this time. you didn't fall apart, neither did you break down. it was ever since sec 2 we were friends.. hope this friendship will last long and strong always. :)
and OMG ANQI. I SAW YOUR LETTER ALREADY!!! (LOL my mom asked me whether it was from a guy or girl cos she saw the 'your secret admirer' at the back) the Kimbum pics. i am just speechless! FRIGGING CUTE LA. I LOVE IT A LOT! THANKS DEAR!
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16 July 2009
today's POM lecture was damn short! barely 30 mins. HAHAHA i love Ms Puau. her lectures are always damn funny. better than SOME other lecturers. omg like mourning like that. zzz.
Huiyun, thanks for buying me the Teenage mag! :) OMG GO BUY THIS MONTH'S TEENAGE MAG. K-POP CRAZE!!! DBSK, FT ISLAND, SUJU, SS501, SHINEE, WONDER GIRLS. POSTER IS BOYS OVER FLOWERS/SUJU! GOGOGOG BUYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!