really suay, for real. today can be considered the second suay-est day of my life. almost lost my phone (lucky not the N95) and my ez-link card. i really did lose my hp, but thanks to Shih Lei for helping me, i could find back the phone. i'm not anxious about the phone, but my sim card. :/ lucky it wasn't the N95 or i'll really cry then.
then while going back home, after temporaily losing my hp, i couldn't find my ez-link card. thought i dropped it somewhere. at that time i was really pissed already.
other things made me even pissed and i kept thinking to myself why this day was so screwed.
i dunno, i really dunno. what's going on actually? this is the first time i've felt like this. as in, i had even asked myself, "is heaven playing a joke on me?" which i find rather insulting but somehow that's the only thing i can think of.
nothing can make me feel better except an afternoon nap and BOF. cus only these 2 things can take me away to somewhere else away from reality. i'm feeling extremely drowsy, sick and moody and i can't think well.
school tmr, bro's accompanying me to doc in the morning before we go school.