I'm stoning as usual. Each time they come, I just stone and stone. Why? I always have mixed feelings whenever they come.
For all the problems we've caused for them, I feel sorry and guilty. For all the love we show them, I feel proud that I'm a Shawol. For all the things we do for them, I feel both mentally and physically tired but I tell myself "It's all worth it, it's for them". It's stressful but satisfying. But my parents are not letting me to do my fangirling. Why? Here's another problem I've got to face. Blogshop stuff don't arrive on time. My Mixstyle headphones will only arrive next week and the SHINee merchandises might not arrive on time. I need to buy high cut sneakers for dance but I don't have enough money.
And I've got so many things to do this week. Job briefing tmr in the afternoon. After that I also need to go to the IT Show to check out new phones for my contract renewal. Headphones - to replace my old in-ear ones. iPod touch accessories, maybe?
Then it's the S'pore Entertainment Awards show on 13 March. SHINee's album showcase on 14 March.
Why does everything clash all of a sudden? Our plans couldn't be carried out due to some last minute events...
Mommy didn't really like it that I kept going out so often these days. I was supposed to go out with Joyce Tan to look for high cuts today, but end up I didn't cause I was scared that Mommy didn't allow me to stalk for the next few days.
So, I invited Denise to come over my house at the last minute! Hahaha. Then she came and we decorated Yoogeun's & SHINee's presents. We also did our boards and cards. So fun!!! :D
Ooh, and yst... Me, Ziyi and Joyce Lee met up for dance. But we didn't dance cause we weren't in the mood and I wasn't feeling well too. So we sat at Niwa Sushi to spazz and have lunch there. Left the place around early evening. Joyce went home to finish up her Hello Baby present. I had to go home to unpack some stuff before heading to my Korean class later at night and Ziyi came over too. Then we went to Ziyi's house. Her parents were nice! ^^ I had dinner there and we watched Dream Team and Invincible Youth~
kk goodbye for now.
P.S. HELLO SHINEE AGAIN~! I WILL SEE YOU BOYS REALLY, REALLY SOON~! 다음에뵈요~