P.S. YouTube is lagging a lot in the night. I'll try my best to upload asap alrighty? :)
2nd post (split into two)
I learned the art of stalking already. It's true that if the higher your hopes are, the greater the disappointment will be. This time round we were all just stoning which I don't know why. Moodless, sian-ness, heart turning hard. But somehow the 'feel' is there and it's accurate, daebak. We managed to see them a lot more this time than the previous visit. During the last time, our eagerness and desire to see them was so strong and it overshadowed our 'feel'. Partially cause it was the first time they came and we were so excited. But the sad truth is that the more you want to see them, the more they don't show themselves.
We can't be greedy too. A lot of us felt that they shouldn't bring SHINee to SG anymore. Not because we don't like SHINee but if they don't like it here, we rather go over to Korea to see them. We want to see a happy SHINee. It hurts to see them enjoying themselves in other countries than SG. Then we ask ourselves a lot of questions. "Why don't they seem happy here? Do they not like SG Shawols? Are we too rude to them?" We will start blaming ourselves e.g. Taemin got a shock from the loud screams at the carpark that he pressed his ears and looked uncomfortable before entering the van after the showcase. I don't like people screaming too (esp into your ears), but I don't get why so many fans here are like this. Spare a thought for them too.
Though we can only watch them from afar, it's better for both parties to stay this way. We do love them here but we love them more if they're genuinely happy somewhere else. You know you love someone when you want them to be happy.